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whatcha thinkenn... "om... om... come on say it with me... om... om..." - the first part of the mantra used in buddhist prayer/meditation = being one* with everything |
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| do you want to know how strong i am? my strength can be seen on my face its the face i wear every morning when i wake it wears a smile that carries the weight my sorrow-filled eyes have buried 6 ft. under like a corpse in a coffin - - - - - - - - - - - - -- -
many times ive wanted to pick up the phone call you and wonder if you were at home alone but never did cause my pride got the best of me didnt want to serve you the advantage to r u b it in and say " i knew you missed me"
just 2 short ones.. woke up in the middle of the night cuz it came to mind and had to write them down... bla-d-blah** OOoO the other entry before this .. FYI has no sexual reference at all.. no matter how one takes it* got it? for the record
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| stomach churning think its butterflies havent felt this way in a really long time psyched cuz its y o u never imagined this day would come not for us.. shit. its me and you W H O A can you say that again?! so many emotions in a 20 minute 65 mph drive to the other side cant slow myself down. let alone my car failing to open my eyes for road markings cuz my eyes have y o u in sight eager to see you just want to k i s s you once.. just once is enough to fulfill my long to be personal with you not afraid of consequences any more cuz i know . . . we still regardless its you... always been you im glad that tonight ... its f i n a l l y y o u
CANT HARDLY WAIT: thats just how i feel. like the guy in the movie.. whos constantly lookin for that girl (jennifer love hewitt). call me wishy washy, and maybe right now im blowinn shit outa proportion.. but w o w im just "there".. feel me? probably not. but ive never felt this way before... and its just different cuz with H I M everything in this situation is different.. it has its significance...
blah blah.. im still overwhelmed. p e a c e |
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